Former Playboy mannequin and ‘Girls Next Door’ star Holly Madison has opened up about her poisonous relationship with Hugh Hefner.
Former Playboy stunner Holly Madison has opened up about her years dwelling within the Playboy Mansion with the late Hugh Hefner. The 41-year-old sat down with Call Her Daddy podcast host Alexandra Cooper for a very candid chat about her relationship with the notorious womanizer. During her first night time out with Hugh, she alleged that he supplied her quaaludes, which he known as “thigh openers.” She continued, “Everybody would go upstairs and basically everybody would have sex and I didn’t know what to expect. I think I had the feeling that, this is my first night out, maybe I won’t be expected to do anything my first night. But then when I got up there, I was so wasted and thrown into it, that once it was done, there was something about the experience that made me feel very out of control.”
Holly beforehand opened up about her expertise as one in every of Hugh’s many girlfriends in her tell-all ebook “Down the Rabbit Hole: Curious Adventures and Cautionary Tales of a Former Playboy Bunny.” During the April 7 podcast episode, she defined that she was in a “desperate situation” when she moved into the home. “I thought living at the mansion would be a solution to my problems,” she defined. “I think I felt if I were just to leave that night and never come back, I would have felt really used and really chewed up and spit out.”
When she lastly determined she wished to go away, after feeling “suicidal” within the mansion, Holly revealed she had “a lot of guilt” about leaving the mansion. “When I realized I wasn’t going to be able to have kids with him, that was a big thing … and my depression was coming back. As everybody was leaving, I started to realize it’s just me and Hef, he started lashing out at me more. I don’t know if he was just stressed … I know things weren’t so great financially for him. He started lashing out for really stupid things and I just realized I can’t be here. This guy is an asshole, I can’t stay here.” Hugh handed away in 2019, on the age of 91.